Cosmic Abandonment

Well, some experiences are beyond words.
Some concepts cannot be said… it is what it is.
I had one of these transformational moments last week.
This is just an attempt to scratch the surface of that experience.
Join me on this journey, and let each word make ripples in your mind...

I’m always fighting something…. for something… inside… outside…
Conspiracies… freedom… relationships… love… health… sex… competition… friendship… traveling through.. passing by

I’m a Man. I’m a fighter.
What you confront becomes your reality.
What you face becomes your world.
Look into a bucket… and puke your guts out…
Puke out the poison that clouds your heart…
Give up the chains that weigh on your mind.

And if you find a breath to take and then turn to look up…
Be it that the shine of stars finds your gaze…
The bright full moon electrifying your mind…
Or the early morning Sun melting your illusions…
Illusion. Of being on your own. Alone. Lost.

Remember me… remember you…
Only you can create suffering in this Life.
Only you can create pain.

Remember that I am you, and you Are me
Only you can create love in this World
Only you can be the creative spirit

Remember the sweetness of our time together
That you breathed space into existence
So that we could find each other again and again

Remember the harmony of our connection
That you beat the drum of Time, a perfect illusion
To show that our vibration permeates through every moment

I’ve been watching, waiting, hoping
That your dance of creativity lasts forever
That no corner of darkness exists without your presence

Well I set off in your example…
Dancing Love, breathing Life, moving through Time
And I found a place, where our lost children live…

They are broken… they are sick… they are crying for touch.
They are Hurt… they are ugly… they are out of Luck.
They descended away… believing themselves slaves of circumstance
They wear the chains of separation… proudly on their souls.
They are thorny… horny… and reactive…
They almost killed me… every chance they could get they tried to bleed me

I found them at Home… I found them there…
Where I last saw you… I saw them there.

Well they need our Love… they want our light…
They sing and cry out… to know our names…
To call us to fight.

Let’s fight one time… to find our core…
Let’s love one time… just one time more.